there's very few people in my life that i've gone out of my way to avoid, and usually it never comes to me having to hide in the grocery aisle like jahninja, but i almost always get a feeling of dread when i go somewhere where i THINK i'll run into someone i don't want to...

more often than not, i get that feeling when i go back to the 805. i have one or two mortal enemies from junior high that even now i dont want to have to talk to. one of them i fucked over by ratting him out to the cops when i got caught for some shit that the two of us had been doing (mainly vandalizing cars around our school). the other one... well... lets just say he would have fit right in with the "trenchcoat mafia," and yes, he even wears a trenchcoat. i remember he had this obsession with hitler, and he even had what was supposedly an actual SS knife. man he loved that castle wolfenstein shit too. he used to fuck around and throw nazi salutes and say random german shit. did i mention that this guy was indian american (south asian, not native american)? oh yeah, and he also showed me my first "faces of death video". dude was definitley twisted.

what freaks me out even more about dude is the circle of friends we both kept. back in grade school we used to joke around about growing up to be assassins. we even had a hit list, one that included all of our own names at the top of it (and for some reason mine was #1). anyways, it was all just talkin shit and joking around, but i swear, i keep thinking that dude took it seriiously. like he's on some steve-buscemi-in-billy-madison-putting-on-lipstick shit.

i mean, the likelyhood that some stupid grade school bullshit will come back to haunt me is zero to nill. but that doesn't keep me from watching my back in the 'nard....